Time was right in its eagerness in settling
in at its convenience
and in having its rituals and hostilities.
Now I understand its lateness and stammers
and its promptness for wise choices,
that obstinance for fixing a few words in one extreme of infancy
and some others in a corner of this hoarse street
that so strongly resembles life, full of surprises and silences.
So forgive me for so many late hours.
for summoning you during nights of resentment and omens for heaping together ruins and everyday problems in the
same drawer
between the exhaustion of the day and the stubborn music of silence.
Time was right in its rhythm
and life in having its enthusiasm to stay here
with all the rush of an instant.
So forgive me for my haste
for not knowing the grammar and the words of a forgotten language
for having lost notebooks, keys and the old song’s tune and ashes as if in time’s eagerness
each day, no matter the hour, dreams became lost.
(Translation by Caroline Withcomb and Alexa Jeffress)
Goodbye
Lenin
As a child I sometimes pretended
to be Cossack.
Other times frolicked about like a Komsomol or cosmonaut.
And my childhood happened
like this:
the Tsar’s wars
in a courtyard without snow or birch trees, steppes or burning villages.
Sometimes I was Kasparov or Misha the bear
and I recreated love stories on the Trans-Siberian railway.
My father’s
voice gave accounts
of Matryoshkas and samovars
and of Lenin’s mausoleum under an ultraviolet light. of the monuments to Pushkin and Maxim Gorky
and of the white nights of Leningrad.
It was the summer of 1985
and through shortwaves they talked about perestroika. They exchanged the anthem of the Red Army for U2 songs tales of pioneers for a fire in Chernobyl.
And neither the Cossacks,
Komsomols, nor the cosmonauts returned to my room
on that night when my mother said goodnight
in a soft voice so she didn’t awake the whole house while the last light of my childhood
turned off forever.
(Translation by Caroline Withcomb and Alexa Jeffress)
Emergency
Exit
We emerge from love
like from a plane crash.
CRISTINA PERI ROSSI
We emerge from love like from a movie sometimes quickly
or ready to replay memorable images or soundtracks or prepared to take the bus or drink a coffee
that erases that last scene etched in our retinas. Sometimes we emerge before the end, unsettled or bothered
always with our tickets ripped.
Sometimes we emerge from love like from a train or plane, eagerly and silently, full of packages
and useless gifts on our way to wait for similarly
colored suitcases
and look for a taxi or a familiar face to pick us up or a driver that searches for us in the crowd
with a sign that bears our name in rushed strokes.
I
emerge from a poem in the same way
without words and with a dry heart
full of secret anniversaries and lost treasures
drafts of losses, hoarse voices and inconclusive moments.
That’s
why love is like the world, the movies, the train,
a plane or a poem:
it emerges in the same way and through the same door: with ripped tickets
tripping on suitcases and clumsy travelers and looking back between haste and urgency.
(Translation by Caroline Withcomb and Alexa Jeffress)
and in having its rituals and hostilities.
that obstinance for fixing a few words in one extreme of infancy
and some others in a corner of this hoarse street
that so strongly resembles life, full of surprises and silences.
for summoning you during nights of resentment and omens for heaping together ruins and everyday problems in the
same drawer
between the exhaustion of the day and the stubborn music of silence.
with all the rush of an instant.
for not knowing the grammar and the words of a forgotten language
for having lost notebooks, keys and the old song’s tune and ashes as if in time’s eagerness
each day, no matter the hour, dreams became lost.
Other times frolicked about like a Komsomol or cosmonaut.
the Tsar’s wars
in a courtyard without snow or birch trees, steppes or burning villages.
Sometimes I was Kasparov or Misha the bear
and I recreated love stories on the Trans-Siberian railway.
and of Lenin’s mausoleum under an ultraviolet light. of the monuments to Pushkin and Maxim Gorky
and of the white nights of Leningrad.
and through shortwaves they talked about perestroika. They exchanged the anthem of the Red Army for U2 songs tales of pioneers for a fire in Chernobyl.
on that night when my mother said goodnight
in a soft voice so she didn’t awake the whole house while the last light of my childhood
turned off forever.
or ready to replay memorable images or soundtracks or prepared to take the bus or drink a coffee
that erases that last scene etched in our retinas. Sometimes we emerge before the end, unsettled or bothered
always with our tickets ripped.
and look for a taxi or a familiar face to pick us up or a driver that searches for us in the crowd
with a sign that bears our name in rushed strokes.
full of secret anniversaries and lost treasures
drafts of losses, hoarse voices and inconclusive moments.
it emerges in the same way and through the same door: with ripped tickets
tripping on suitcases and clumsy travelers and looking back between haste and urgency.
