naked
like a ribbon i offer you
i offer you the darkness of the knot
with which i fasten myself—
to the mast of myself—
against the disturbances of balance
i offer you the darkness of the knot
with which i fasten myself—
to the mast of myself—
against the disturbances of balance
the
darkness of the knot
but i remember saying
darkness is mine and i’ll live with both
as long as i still have light
years and years ago
when i wasn’t exactly this one that now offers herself
nor was i entirely someone else
i said it to one person and to another person
and to no person or to myself
within the darkness of the knot
with my mouth full of water
from the crashing sea
that says
i see with a consciousness of limit and horizon
not without frustration and wonder
to the side of my flesh
where i chew on the possibility of floating
and of sinking
from one side of my mouth to the other
until i swallow them
(Translated by Laura Cesarco Eglin from Uruguay)
what could suffer a tear
the body trembles sensing
blood drips predicts and faints
my experience of others
lungs eyes heart and sex
spark ignite throb applaud
the brain vibrates and glows
hanging over others’ heads like a tongue of fire
when i remembered where it could lead
you know: to that place of unbearable pain
when they could get lost in the forest
don’t you think?
i mean: you’re a forest
it’s hard to find a clearing in you
and sit down
it’s hard not to be afraid in you
when night falls
and everything is howling
i’d spend the night in the lush foliage
letting life climb up my legs
sting me bite me shit on me
the teeth the claws the stinger of life
the wet snout
the fruit breaking on my head
this body that speaks and gestures
that knows what it can and desires however it can
encloses itself and encloses within itself
everything i can call my own
this body that thinks and trembles
that contracts where there’s fear and expands where there’s love
this body that boils and precipitates
that accumulates plastics and ideas metal and affections
se man tic vec tor
sym bo lic struc ture
ax is of ex pe ri ence
ex pres sive space
sys tem of sys tems
so cial con struct
par tic i pant
with no escape
continuum of atoms that stretches
through all dimensions
certainly vast and ancient
now human now celestial or mineral
with no before or after
in every before and after
portion of matter and whole matter
complex particles node presence bulge and figure
this body who
unfathomable and naked
in conjunction
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