Who is Gone, and Who Remains
eavesdropping on the innards of insects.
What he hears is not the world of insects
but the world outside: for example, innards of machines.
The setting sun turns beneath his feet like the wheel of a truck,
the boy’s father drives a truck
the truck is empty
parked in an empty field.
The father gets out, and the soundless beauty of the sunset strikes him dumb.
He turns off his crying cell phone, says to the boy:
all things turning at the edge of the sky
have lips, have tongues. But they speak only amongst themselves,
erecting their ears upon this speech.
The boy, refusing to believe in the ears of things, listens to the ears of his heart.
In truth, he is not listening at all,
but, by not listening, he overhears
a different kind of hearing—
he invents his own deafness, and soars,
rising on mute updrafts of imagination.
Behind our everyday sunset, could there be
a miracle-world alive with voices?
Could there be another boy listening, another sun
sinking in the west?
Staggering sky—
The world has fallen silent: a telephone rings on, unanswered.
Machines and insects cannot hear each other’s heartbeats,
and the root has been ripped from the soil.
The boy’s deafness becomes dream-vision, protocol, brogue.
The truck is broken
his father buries his head under the hood
and his mother sleeps, sunset cradled in her arms, unaware
of the coming of night, the coming of age.
try pressing a billion years of nuclear insanity
into the instant insanity just before detonation
to hypothesize, to countdown, to reset all to zero
then in the beginning creation must have been some originary god’s depression
preordaining wind and moonlight without bounds
then recalculating everything with a surplus-zero algorithm
how it should have happened, so that in nuclear proliferation
it would not be confined by the immense
but contained in the infinitesimal
Every palm leaf rustled by the wind contains its sacred ash
